There is a certain still to tonight that gets into my skin.
I try to deal with the fact that one of my closest friends isn't in the country anymore, and will not be for some time. It's not forever but it feels forever. And i try not to think about it too much; the lonely light in this room that swallows me whole.
It's funny how certain people can mean so much, even their presence somehow connects to yours. It's a sad truth, that i only have a few who i can love so much, and with the few gone, i am nobody to myself. Where am i going? Who am i going to be while this empty void takes its accomodation here?
And so this cycle begins.
